Gawd I miss him.  He won't be in town until the 26th and I can't stand the anticipation any more. I go over and over in my mind the last time we were together. August 27th 1999. I didn't even remember the date until he said it. Hard to believe a big tough Airforce Sargent with balls of steel is going to remember the exact date he last had sex with a girl. Especially a guy who gets laid as much as he does. I can't even remember the details of how we got up to the bedroom, just that we were there. At first it almost felt like a competition, who's more tallented, more daring to try new things, who's more willing to push it toward the edge. Who will cum first? Harder? Higher? I vaguely remember him undressing me, taking his shirt off and undoing his pants revealing the most enoumous peice of meat I had ever seen in my life. We'd had sex before, but never with the lights on. When I actually laid eyes on it, I couldn't figure out for the life of me how I had ever gotten that thing inside of me to begin with. Of course I jumped on it and wraped my lips around as much as I could take. Back then I still had a fairly decent gag reflex, unlike today! All I could do was pump my fist up and down what I couldn't cram in my mouth. I felt him start to jump and stiffen and he ripped it out of my mouth and told me to get on my knees. I wiggled my ass at him teasing him, but deep down inside was terrified he was going to try to shove it up my ass. There was no way I was ready for that. Thank gawd he didn't. Rather he started working his fingers in and out of me. I was in heaven. He started out with three and was rather impressed when he didn't meet with much resistance. Slowly he worked four in, then past his knuckles, then his thumb. He moaned loudly when his whole fist was burried inside of me. It only took a few pumps of his fist before I was flooding him down the arm with sweet orgasmic fluids. I was litterally screaming with pleasure. I clinched up so tight on him during my orgasm, he told me later he thought I was going to break his hand. Wouldn't that have been something to try to explain to the emergency room staff. Finally my orgasm subsided and he was able to work his hand free. He wiped it on his cock and started to work it into my already happily abused pussy. All I could do was clench the pillow and ride wave after wave of pleasure as he pumped that enormous dick of his in and out of me, never missing a beat.  Finally I heard him chuckle and he pulled out. I froze, I had no idea what he had in mind. Quickly I realized his intentions as he worked his thumb into my tight tight little ass hole. It had to have taken him 10 minutes to get the head of that enormous beast past my opening. Slowly, surely and gently as he could he finally worked it in to the hilt without the slightedt tinge of pain on my part. Gawd, he was tallented. He slowly took back the pace he had previously be holding to, but climax was very close for him. He grunted and groaned and unloaded a massive flood of cum in my well worked hole. We both colapsed onto the bed. I was lying on my side talking to him, mostly expecting him to get up and get dressed going who knows where, but instead he slowly put his arm around me. I thought he was trying to comfort me for something and I offhandedly remarked "Awe, ya tryin to hold me now?" of course meant in fun. I wouldn't find out until years later, he was actually reaching out for my affection. It felt like a knife in my heart when he told me all he could feel was embarressed and confused inside. He held on anyhow, he said he could feel me trembeling and knew I was scared. That I was, I was so in love with him. I would have droped anything and everything in my life and ran to Fairchild Airforce Base to be with him. I don't even remember how long we laid there before I had to take him back home to his moms farm, but I will never forget the way he touched me that night. I guess that's why I'm destined to play the fool and regardless of the fairy tale life I have now, all he has to do is whisper in my direction and I'm like Jell-o in his fingers again and again and again.