Well, My dear sweet husband may be heading for my midlife crisis if he's not careful. Not that I'm midlife yet, but it sounds good.  We "started" having sex on Friday, but apparently he just wasn't into it. I wasn't at first either until he started going down on me. Damn! No matter what's going on, thats one thing that he does that makes me weak. His tongue knows exactly where to go and how hard to do it. I'm getting wet just thinking about him licking my clit, then running his tongue down to my opening. He got me nice and ready and then suprissed me by slipping a nice thick toy into my pussy while he fingered my ass, which just puts me over the top!!! I think I had 4 orgasms before he finally couldn't do anymore because his sinuses were filling up.  That was fine. I was fufilled. I continued to ride the toy while I returned the favor, sucking him for all I was worth. It turns him on to think of someone else fucking me so I easily got off 2 more times riding the toy with his hand down there feeling it go in and out of me. After I had leaked enough that his hand, the toy and the bed were drenched he pipes up with, "I just don't think I can perform anymore" and rolls over and goes to sleep, leaving me with a dumbfounded look on my face, and a big red dildo shoved up my sloppy wet pussy!  Whatever! I rubbed one more out and went to sleep myself.

JC and I are doing better and better. Things have been 90% perfect! I still don't trust him entirely, but that will come with time. I know I have some work to do too, so in the mean time we are just enjoying each others company while we get to know each other again. I sincerely believe our 3 biggest problems are 1) the sexual tension between us 2) we have strong emotional ties to each other, maybe love maybe not, but it's there none the less and 3) we're both stubborn as hell and don't give on much and we have a couple of issues that keep coming back to haunt us. We've agreed to disagree, but they're such importiant things in our life they still grind a little every now and then. That will never stop me from despirately wanting his 9 1/2 inch cock burried deep inside me, fucking me for all he's worth. I want to feel him unload inside me. Mmmm yeah!!! Damn I miss that man!!!

As far as TC my sweet Sgt...all I can say is WTF!!!!!!! Thursday night he was all over it. Up in my area literally every 5 to 10 minutes all night. Sometimes even standing in the general vicinity of my area for no apparent reason other than to be there.  I hate to assume anything because he has his work wife (corie) who, it appears to me, has his dick on a leash, though he says otherwise.  So I'm stoaked when I find out that he's working my shift again last night. I purdy my sweet ass up and head to work. Much to my dismay he's busy all night on his unit. No biggie, I see him at dinner and he hollers over as I walk out if the cafeteria that I'm stuck up because I won't go over and sit with them. I guess my pride just got in the way because of the entire table, no one called me to let me know they were going, regardless of the fact that it wasn't anything personal, Im sure. They call me 99.9% of the time and tend to forget somone at least once a week, it was just my turn. So my pride tells me "You're too busy, go to your desk and eat alone!" Dumb me listens and I don't see him until it's time to go.  I know I'm parked next to him and attempt to walk out with him. I go into the locker room while he's in there and start chatting. I ask why he seems he's in a bad mood and he says hes not. Ok fine, I go on with the conversation. A minute later he says "Maybe I am in a little bit of a bad mood". So the correct response of course is "Why?" He tells me he misses Corie . I just said "oh brother" and walked out, alone, to my car. FINE! I'm done messing with him if some chick thats not even his wife is pulling his dick around!!!! So I come in tonight and much to my suprise, he's here again!!! I'm just a cynical bitch, so as soon as the chance presents itself, I'm asking him if he got to see Corie today to make him feel better. He got defensive and couldn't figure out why I wanted to know that. Um humm.... So I repeat our previous conversation and his response...??? "I didn't say that!"  WHAT???  WTF??? My ass! I know I wasn't hearing things!! He says "Oh, just in the sense that I'm used to working with her." And he's back to being a 6th grade boy throwing things at me and making comments. I don't really care either way, it's not like I wanna marry him or something! I just wanna suck his dick for a while and maybe mess around a bit! But if Corie and his actual wife have his dick on such a string that he's gonna puss out every time, then I'm just gonna have to find someone else to crush on!! No Big Deal!!!

Exhausted,

Scarlet