Ugh, I've been so busy this week I haven't had a chance to sit down and blog about my day Tuesday. It was a month to the day that I finally heard from JC!!! I was in absolute BLISS the entire day! Nothing could bring me down! It was a horribly akward conversation, we were both trying to get everything we had to say out in the short amount of time he was able to be on. I hope he didn't get in trouble with her, I hope she didn't figure out he was on during his lunch break while she was at work. I've been wondering all along why he doesn't check in during his lunch break, but then I have no clue what her work schedule is like. She must be home most of the time during the day because even before he got caught he was rarely on during lunch. He had no idea she had talked to me. Let alone three times. He had a lot to digest, but assured me he would keep in contact as much as possible until he is deployed May 6th. Then he intends on taking advantage of the military's program to keep soldiers in touch with their family and friends at home. He says he will have messenger and email to talk. I'm terrified to have him go, but at the same time, I can't wait to pick back up where we left off. He also assured me that as soon as he had some decent leave time built up he would be visiting his mommy! YAY...LOL Mommy visits roughly translate to visits back to our home town (where I still live) with no wife to accompany because his mother hates her!

My curiosity has me totally in knots though. The one thing he did while we had a chance to talk was introduce me to one of his friends. Bren. Now I would have thought he would have learned his lesson with Karlie and I and all the BS that resulted from that, but he did. Now one, this demonstrates his trust in me, in that he has faith that Karlie was the root cause of all of our issues in the past and possibly, and Im not 100% on this, he wants someone to keep an eye on me while he can't. He encouraged me to get ahold of Mark, but we have since learned that Mark not only lacks a computer at home, but also a phone, which I am amazed by! I know Mark would have been his eyes and ears. Bren may very well be doing that job for him. We have nothing in common, but he continues to talk to me and ask me questions that JC would typically ask.

So last night I was talking to Bren and his half of our converstaion somehow wound up on hubbies computer! UH OH! lol, fortunately his half alone didn't appear too incriminating. Thank gawd mine didnt show up!!! Some apparently innocent comments would have totally changed context! He did see a few things he was completely pissed about. And then, wonderfully, Bren IMs me today during the one 5 minute span in the entire day that hubby is home, to ask if he can see some nekked pics of me! Ugh, the boys timing is awful!!!! In any event, hubby is taking me out to a reallllllllllly nice resturant tomorrow night and probably to a move or something after. I guess when I start throwing the sex card at him and telling him I wouldnt have to get attention from other guys if hed pay attention to me, he relented and wasnt mad. Theres something going on with him and damn it, if he's not going to tell me, I'm going to take advantage of whatever I can to get what I need!!!!

Well, I need to get some stuff done before I head for bed!

Scarlet