I guess it was inevitable and somehow I felt it coming. I am a firm believer in the belief that "If it's too good to be true, it probably is" I guess in this case he isnt too good to be true, actually he's just perfect for me regardless if his flaws, but seeing him and being with him are not a possibility at this time. We got so close so fast and it just seems like its one obstical after another...I mean aside from the fact that we're both married...first his daughter had surgery, minor, just her tonsils out, but her job let her go and she moved back home, which meant the "office" that sat empty for him to talk to me alone in every day was now her bedroom again. Then his wife had to have double carple tunnel surgery which put her out of work for almost 16 weeks. Now, he's no more than back and we're just getting comfortable together again when she up and quits her job with no notice to anyone because it hurts too much to type. I know they can't survive off of his income alone, especially with her daughter moving back home, but when he told me she quit, I felt like it was over, like Ive lost him for good this time. I really dont know why, I know he wants to continue to see me and I don't want to let him go, but he did also tell me in the brief conversation that she was suspicious of him. Apparently when he came home Tuesday, she was already home and when she kissed him hello she backed up and asked what he smelled like. LOL He said he went out for a burger, but Im pretty sure I left my Parfum D'burger  at home that day and he said he didn't think she believed him. She was already scheduling her work hours around his, I can only imagine that this will add to her dominating his time...which I suppose as his wife, is her right.

*sigh*