I had a wonderfully interesting convo with my sweet sweet sexcrush. It's so hard to keep on track with him when we're talking because I can't keep my mind on the subject. I just keep lingering  on thinking how wonderful it would be to feel his mouth on mine, sucking on my pouty lips. I want to taste him. I want to feel him all around me, I want to breath in his heavy breath into my lungs. Watch him with my eyes half open with lust. My chest pressed against his.~ *snap* wake up baby girl! ~

Anyhow..in our convo he commented on the fact that I used to have long curley hair.  No one here at work knows that. I asked how he knew and he studdered over some inaudible answer before his friend piped in with, "he's been stalking you". Ok the thought of that is a bit creapy, but on the other hand, If he not only knows what I looked like BEFORE I worked here, but remembers enough to comment, what is he thinking of me? Come to think of it, it's not like it's the first time he's commented on me.  Everytime I do anything to my hair he notices (wonder if he has a hair fettish? hummm) My DH didn't even notice last time I cut a couple inches off my shoulder length hair, but hottie notices even when I just do a touch up on my highlights. Mmmmm. My only fear is he gets the promotion he's applied for. I'd be working for him rather than with him. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. On the one hand, it's against policy to have relationships between managers and employees, however, we're both married. I suppose it's all moot anyhow considering I've never ever cheated on DH and the thought of cheating on him shoots guilt through my heart. On the other hand, I work very very closely with the current manager. Almost to the point that if he had a personal assistant, it would be me. Which would put me, alone, in his office on a regular basis.

I'm truely curious how committed he is to his marriage or if he's just committed to his life and kids.  He's a great dad, taking time off to volunteer at their schools and whatnot, but I've never heard a positive comment about his dear wifey! As a matter of fact the only time we have actually discussed her he was bitching that she doesn't let him go out after work. Hello! I'd love to see DH expect me to ask permission for anything let alone tell me I can't do something I want to do! Ah, well, I suppose I should quit rambeling on here.

Sweet dreams!

Scarlet