Damn, can nothing go right in my life tonight? My baby cousin is going through some nasty shit and after she just decides to go to bed and try to forget everything for now, (and I convinced her to stay at my house so I know shes ok) I start talking to DH and all he wants to do is start a fight!  How the hell do you start a fight when your wife tells you she wants to come home early and fuck your brains out! How can that possibly piss anyone off? All he can say is "Why?" Why what? Why do I want to have sex? I dont know, because I want it and I like it and it feels good and hell I don't know maybe because I fucking love you? Goddam, here I am trying my best to keep myself in check and not give in to what I always fall back on, go back to my nasty little addiction and I have to deal with this shit. I'm just about goddam sick of being his room mate. If the sex wasnt mindblowing I'd throw in the goddam towel right now. I'm so tired of his jealous streaks and then he wants to roll over and go to sleep. He teases me all fucking day, talking about "when you get home". Shit, when I get home my ass. The only thing I'm getting when I get home is sleep from the looks of it. I don't know why the hell I even bother at this point. FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!

~Scarlet