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5/3/2008 - MMMMMM MAYBEMMMMM
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I WILL FOREVER LOVE MATTHIAS IF HE DECIDES HE WANTS TO SING WITH THE BAND.I ASKED HIM IF HE WOULD BE INTERESTED IN DOING THIS.HE SAID MAYBE. HE HAS TO GET INTOUCH WITH MALTE AND DISCUSS SOME THINGS,SO MAYBE. I'M PRETTY SURE I'VE MADE A FRIEND OUT OF THIS GUY EITHER WAY. I WOULD LOVE TO WRITE WITH HIM AND DANIEL.
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4/28/2008 - No subject.
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I'm tired today.I have allot on my mind lately. My little ziggy has a bellyache today,so he's not getting too many treats. He's been better with me.He's still nervous,but he's not bighting at me. He tries to but he gets yelled at. I use to swat his little tushy or tap his nose,but I feel bad when I do that to him. He's really a good sweet boy. this being said,I doubt Delli's friend will be singing with us. I have a bad feeling. I don't want Rupert to sing on the CDbecause all he does is fucking scream,and I can't stand that.I did play that snipet of Wretched Soul for my friends, and NONE of them liked it. Funny when I played Daniel's demo,everyone liked it. I feel HORRIBLE about this sittiuation.Daniel worked so hard,and was really looking foward to doing this project.I worked hard with him. I sware as soon as M> tells Daniel his decision,I'm going to send him(Daniel)a LONG e-mail saying how I feel about it. Be fucking honest and uprfont in the first place. I will continue to work on lyrics,but I am going to be giving allot of them to Daniel for his next project. This includes Howies song,unless M.S. sings with us. Speaking of Delli, that boy has been on my mind allot lately.Some of the dreams I've been having are pretty hot. |
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4/21/2008 - MMMMMMMM MatthiasS
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I was bored yesterday,so I went on a quest to find this dude Matthias who played in the same band that my bass player did. My damn curiousity gets the best of me. I found him on myspace,so I sent him a message. I introduced myself to him. I couldn't help it,I had to tease him a little. I told him about my involvement with the band LIR,and I pipe up with "I think you might know our bass player.;-)" I wasn't sure if he was close with Delli or just bandmates,and didn't keep intouch,so I said the band is new, I don't know if you've heard them yet,because they haven't played. I tell him about my song writing,and how the guys(Malte and Daniel) ask for my input and about my bad case of brainfarts I have. Then I ask him to add me to his friends list. Not only does he add me,but he teases me back about Delli. Wait this gets better,Malte was on line last night reading my blog.He im's me and asks what the fuck is up? I have no clue why he asked me that.So I say nothing much... He asks me how I know Stockert? I said I don't know him at all. which is true.He tells me he's Delli's best friend. I laughed my ass off. Then he starts telling me about him. He's a homebody,very nice,down to earth... I say "ok so I'd like him" I think he's funny.I can kid around with him,and he plays back so that's cool. Do I think he's nice looking? Well I think Delli is better looking,but I wouldn't throw Matthias out of bed unless he didn't know what he was doing. Noone comes close to Daniel though..He's the total package. Nice person,and good looking. Ziggy was a nervous piggy all day today. he was mean to his mommy. I don't think I'll leave the radio on for him anymore,I think that made him nervous. He's been so good lately.Not nippy or wild,except for today. well he'll have a better day tomorrow. so will his mommy. |
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4/19/2008 - Some people.
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I use to belong to this other forum,untill today. It was a rammstein forum,and there was a place to writo"fan fiction"on it.Ok fine and great. I'm not that into them where I want to make them a focal point of any story I do,so I ask whomever if I could just post some stories I worked on,but didn't mention the band.she said "well it is a rammstein forun so no." Ok so I post something and it mentions rammstein,but it was the beginning of the story,so I didn't want to focus on them right away.I wanted to focus on the main ch aracter,who plays an important part in the story. that wasn't good enough for the board nazi.she bitched me out for it.she didn't even give me the chance to continue so people could see where it was going. I thought that was wrong,but I ignored it.Plus she was all over me about the way the story should be posted.Basicly she was just giving me a hard time and being a bitch. I fixed what I did and then I had a problem with my computer,so I couldn't access the forum untill the damn thing decided to let me in. She gets on my shit again.read the rules for posting blah blah blah.. It the story doesn't comply by the rules I'll delete it.Not giving ne the chance to fix it or explain my problem.I have decided that she is NOT worthy enough to read my works. I have NEVER had a problem with anyone as far as my writing went.I get praised all the time and I'm good at it,so fuck she. It must be posted in paragraph format..I did that.read the rules. duh...so now I know she's just being a fucking cuntrag bitch twards me.I won't give her the satisfaction of letting her get to me.I'll go elesewhere to post my works. I could understand if it was for a professional site,and even on those people know how to treat others. I don't even like to write fanfiction. I think it's stupid. I write from what I know.I don't know the band rammstein.I know their music only. I don't want to write about shit like this: The show was over.It's been rumourd that it could be Rammstein's last show for ever.They were all backstage unwinding from the concert and getting ready for their meet and greet session. There is where she saw the handsome guitartis Richard. God he was so beautiful she thought to herself. He was tall with jet black hair, and piercing blue eyes. His build was athletic. He looked so good covered in sweat and makeup that was running down his face. She wanted him so bad,but she knew she had to be paitent. What am I in the first grade? I'm past teeny bopper crap. |
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3/31/2008 - ZIGGY MY PIGGY
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I BOUGHT A NEW PET ON SATURDAY. IT WAS JUST TOO HARD COMING HOME AND NOT HAVING ANYTHING TO GREET AND LOVE. I BOUGHT A GUINEA PIG. HE IS SOOOOO SWEET AND HE'S SOME FUNNY SHIT. TODAY I HAD HIM ON MY LAP AND HE WAS PURRING.HE WASN'T FIDGIDITY OR TRYING TO RUN AWAY.I GUESS HE LOVES HIS MOMMY..LOL IN OTHER NEWS. LATELY FOR SOME REASON UNBENOUNCED TO ME,I HAVE BEEN HAVING SOME PRETTY INTERESTING DREAMS ABOUT DANCETT THE SINGER IN THIS COOL BAND CALLED THE PLEASURES. EVERYTIME I DREAM ABOUT THEM IT'S GOOD. WE'RE MEETING UP,PARTYING,THEY ARE THINKING I'M CUTE(THEY ARE BLINDE..LOL)IT'S ALL GOOD. LAST TIME DANCETT AND I WERE IN SEVERE LIP LOCK....THEN THE GOSH DARN ALARM WENT OFF AND I WAS BACK INTO REALITY... THAT BITES.... SUBCONSCIENCELY MAYBE I LIKE HIM MORE THAN I THINK.... I COULD DEFINATELY UNDERSTAND IT IF IT WERE MY FRIENDS AND SONG WRITING PARTNERS MALTE OR DANIEL,ESPECIALLY DANIEL,CAUSE HE'S BEEN ON MY MIND ALLOT LATELY...EVEN IF IT WAS THEIR(OUR?) NEW BASS PLAYER DELLI.... DELMEDICO..I COULD UNDERSTAND IT. OTHER THINGS ARE GOOD FOR NOW..SHHHHH... I DON'T WANT TO JINKS IT. I DIDN'T THINK I WOULD GET ANOTHER PET SO SOON,BUT I HAD TO . I COULDN'T STAND COMING HOME TO NOTHING. LOOKING OVER WHERE I KEPT MATTHIAS AND SEEING NOTHING IT WAS TOO HARD,SO SATURDAY I GOT MY GUINEAU PIG HIS NAME IN FULL IS LORD ZIGFRIED ARISTOTLE STARVROS THE FIRST... I DON'T KNOW WHERE I COME UP WITH THESE NAMES. ZIGGY MY PIGGY... |
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3/25/2008 - IN MEMORY OF MY MOUSIE MATTHIAS MARCH 30 2005- MARCH 25 2008
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MY MOUSIE MATTHIAS DIED TODAY. HE'S IN A BETTER PLACE NOW. HE'S WITH HIS SISTERS AND BROTHERS,AND WITH MY BROTHER. I'M LEFT ALL ALONE AND I FEEL MISERABLE. I KNEW YESTERDAY HE WAS GOING TO LEAVE ME. HE LIVED A GREAT LIFE THOUGH,AND I WILL ALWAYS HAVE FOND MEMORIES OF HIM. HE WAS WELL LOVED AND CARED FOR. I GAVE HIM EVERYTHING HE LOVED. HIS FAVORITE FOODS,TREATS AND CRACKERS. HE LOVED HIS CRACKERS. HE WAS SUCH A SWEET BOY.HE HAD A GOOD SENSE OF HUMOR AND MADE ME LAUGH UNTILL THE END. LAST NIGHT HE WAS MAKING ME LAUGH. THAT IS HOW HE SAID GOOD BYE TO ME. HE TRIED TO CLIMB ON HIS HOUSE. THEN HE PLAYED ON HIS WHEEL HE RAN TO THE BACK OF IT AND STOOD ON HIND LEGS WHILE TRYING TO PUSH IT TO GO ROUND. HE USE TO DO THAT ALL THE TIME WHEN HE WAS A BABY. HE LOVED HIS WHEEL.HE WOULD ALWAYS PLAY ON IT. THEN HE RAN IN AND OUT OF HIS RACE CAR I BOUGHT FOR HIM.HE TRIED CLIMBING ON TOP OF IT.. HE WAS DOING SILLY THINGS BECAUSE HE KNEW THAT MADE ME LAUGH LIKE CRAZY. HE WANTED ME TO REMEMBER HIM THAT WAY. IF HE COULD HAVE HE WOULD HAVE STAYED WITH ME LONGER. HE DIED OF OLD AGE. HE WASN'T SICK OR IN PAIN. HE KNEW HE WAS LOVED. HE WAS SUCH A GOOD BOY. SO SWEET AND LOVING. HE LOVED PEOPLE AND LOVED TO PLAY.HE ALWAYS MADE ME LAUGH. I TAUGHT HIM HOW TO GIVE MOMMY KISSIES,WHEN HE WOULD CLIMB ON MY SHOULDERS,AND WHEN I SAID GIVE MOMMY KISSIES,HE WOULD TURN HIS ASS TO MY FACE. HENCE FORTH THE NAME TUSHY BOY,AND BOY DID YOU KNOW WHEN HE HAD THE FARTS.. HE LOVED TO CRAWL UP MY PANTS LEG AND HIDE,THEN HE WOULD CRAWL UP MY SLEEVE AND DO THE SAME THING. HE WAS SO ADORABLE AND SMART. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. I MISS HIM TERRIBLY,BUT I KNOW HE WAS HAPPY. HIS LITTLE EARS WERE UP. NOW HE'S WITH HOWIE. WHEN I COME BACK IN MY NEXT LIFE I WANT TO BE MATTHIAS MOUSE. I PROMISED HIM I WOULD REMEMBER ALL THE FUNNY THINGS HE DID AND ALL THE GOOD TIMES I HAD WITH HIM.. HE WAS SO GOOD FOR ME. I FELT LIKE I HAD SOMETHING I COULD LOVE AND TAKE CARE OF AFTER HOWARD DIED. EVENTUALLY I WILL GET ANOTHER SMALL PET. EITHER A HAMSTER OR GUNEAPIG AND SO FAR I WANT TO NAME IT DANCETT AFTER MY FRIEND IN THE PLEASUERS... WELL MATTHIAS WAS NAMED AFTER A GUITAR PLAYER I LOVE SO WHAT THE HELL. |
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3/19/2008 - HMMMMMM
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I had to change my name on this because I couldn't get in via my old name which was eternal dreamer. I did hear from My(the bands')singer a few weeks ago. He sent me 3 songs he wanted me to look at. They were good. I only had to make minor changes,so I did and I sent them back to him. I still haven't heard from him since then. I really want him to get back to me. I asked him a few things song related. Over the weekend I went to see this band called The Dave Pettigrew Band. They were really good,and there was a line in one of his songs about teaching me how to die,and I thought wow I have some of the song I want to do in memory of my brother. the line I want to use is You died to teach me how to live or something to that effect. I have it written down. I can start work on that song. I was telling Dave about it,and he said I should send it to him when it's finished.I will and I will make sure to personally thank him on the cd. I need to get going on that song and resurrect..I want them done.I also want to share Howie's song with Chris if I get to see him on the 12 of April,and Joe. Hopefully he will be at the next paul paoli concert. Oh and My friend frank. This song really has to be great.It's in memory of my brother. I told Daniel what I was going for and how intense I want it to sound. Like Requium that he did when he was in Miasma. I also asked him if he had anything written that would work or if I was on my own with this. I think I'm on my own. He's easy to work with. Writing with him is a pleasure,and I would do it again either with LIR or anything elese he did. I'm so touched that he is doing this song. It means allot to me. I also find myself coming to his defence allot when my boy Malte starts getting crazy and talking shit about him. I don't like that. It's not fair. I'm sitll waiting to see this Alexander DelMedico boy. I'm also the proud sponser mother of a 2 yearold boy who lives in Brazil. |
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3/19/2008 - test
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