Smiles i had suck a wonderful night last night my Master came to see me and it was beautiful. i experienced some new things blushes but enjoyed them. he brought a collar up and placed it on me and i liked it the feeling of it on my neck was hot. he also brought me a pair of thongs which i have never wore but enjoyed wearing them for him. (im having to use the pc at library but had to write) the love i felt last night with him was the most beautiful thing in the world. when Master held me i felt so safe secure loved as tho nothing could harm me i felt so peaceful. and of course feeling him inside me made me feel that way also and more i dk how to describe the joy he brings to me. i feel so eager 2 experience more with him, to learn from him, serve him and am so very grateful/thankful to have found him and that i have him in my life. I thank the powers above for helping me find this joy. i know i will remember last night when im old and grey lol. i could cry from joy i really could im just so happy i wish words could express my feelings inside. I only hope that I make my loving Master as happy as he makes me and i vow to myself that i will be obiedant and serve and protect him with every ounce of my being.

i enjoyed licking his nipples and having him in my mouth, feeling him inside me, feeling him lay ontop of me, feeling him tasting me (oh my was such pleasure) but just feeliing him when he help me in his arms was the upmost pleasure. I am really blushing right now even tho nobody here can see what im typing smiles. when i went to bed last night after he left his scent was all over my bed and me so i slept feeling as tho he were still right there beside me and that was lovely.