I have many entries to put in here from my notebook but instead of doing that today I wanted to write about the here and now.

I am so happy. My Master or Kim really makes me feel such joy I feel myself growing each day learning becoming a more strong woman. I have fallen in love with him and love him with every ounce of my being I would do anything for him. It's amazing how happy I am.

 He had me watch the gladiator movie and I did and I really relate how the movie relates to the family. I got so much out of it. Such as Unity stand together/stick together fight n protect as one and as together we can overcome anything but stand alone and shall not. Honor hold honor and what you believe in do not let others change what you believe and feel be who you are not who everyone else thinks who should be. Teaching as Maximus guided the other prisoners to stand together and gfight as one Master guides us in learning n growing together not alone so we can truly be a family unite as a whole not individuals.

He has me in such a strong way the bond I feel for him is one that is deep and true my love grows each day stronger and stronger. i wish he could see into my soul and see how much I love him. I never imagined i would love so quickly that he would be so important to me so fast but there is just sumthing about him that has me. It could be his aura his confidence his strength his love his sexiness its all of that and more. i dont fear my future any longer i look forward to it to learning to serving to loving to it all.

I am so ready for saturday to get hear so i can look into his eyes hug him love him. I go to sleep smilin I wake up smilin and am just happy wow im corny lol.

oops gotta go to class