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10/25/2009
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fucking trainwreck
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they said don't hide yourself don't hide your world from us they said you are beautiful you are strong and so i did i was scared but i did they stroked my long silken hair out of my face and they touched my tears upon my face they loved me once i thought what it was supposed to feel like what i had never had and i was scared but i tried they sucked out every piece of hidden i had they ate it all and they force fed me affection as if a starving kitten and i was scared but i obeyed and in the span of twenty minutes they found my darkman and in the span of twenty seconds they banned their world from me i was scared and i was alone everyone goes, everyone fades no one ever really stays i sit here cold alone pacing like a caged bird i beat my head upon the walls and crumple in corners i scream when i cant do anything else and i fall people changed me humans changed me was i ever human am i human now? am i anything? was i ever really happy will i ever get something anything something??? when will my love come for me when will i be fixed how many tears do i have to shed how many nights alone always fighting the urge the urge to just press down a little harder just a little harder i beg myself it wont last long it will pass and the cure will last forever when will i be touched the way i was meant to be touched when will i breathe the way i was meant to breathe my god this isn't a poem it is a fucking train wreck help me help me help me HELP ME! SOMEBODY ANYBODY TAKE ME AWAY 
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