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I am not sure what to do right now, I have this delimma upon my hands, and I am quite torn about it. I have this friend whom I want to try and reconnect with, but I try and it just is not the same, and he is different, and I am starting to feel like things are really one-sided and that he is not putting much effort into it, or does not see the problem.
Once we were quite close, and then we went through some rocky patches, and he would sort of dissapear for a while and come back and we would hit it off again and so forth untill he had just recently returend from another of his vannishing spells, but this time I just really don't feel like things are the same, it feels more awakard to try and talk to him and I cannot really talk to him the way I use to. Maybe it is becasue he had been away for so long, but I think it is something else as well.
Trying to talk to him has just grown really difficult, he hardly ever really tries to speak to me, I am always the one who has to make the effort to inicciate at it, and when he does talk to me it is usually just to talk about himself but just having a conversation with him has not proven easy. And there have been several occassions I have tried to speak to him and he could not find the time.
9:18 PM - 2/9/2006 -
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