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As you know I do not often express a lot about myself and who I really am within my blog, except when I speak of my spirtitual beleifs, but for the most part this blog is my opinons on varrious different subjects, but not alot about myself and who I really am. I am in fact a very private person, and am not the soul baring type except to those few who really know me, and I do mean few. In fact less then few but every now and then I do crack the door open and allow a small peek as to just who I am and my more personal thoughts and feelings.
As of lately I have been having a hard time with somethings, I am a manic depressive which can be difficult at times, becasue I can have very high emotional states that are extra senstive, and go through pierods of depression, or breakdowns when dealing with certain things. I have been having some difficulites with issues reguarding my signifcant other, I am in a long distance relationship and as of recently I have not heard much from him, and I really do not know just what is going on. He will not tell me when he does get in communication with me, and it has been a long time now since I last heard from him. I have recently written a letter to him telling him just how I feel and urging him to find a way to get in touch with me, and now I am in anxeity awating to see what his response will be, a part of me is worried that he will not respond and then I do not know what I will do.
My closest freind and confident has really been a lot of help to me in this time. He is the only one I can really confide in with most things as no one really knows me better other then my beloved, and he has really been supportive of me. He can always be relied upon to speak in absolute honesty and give truthful and worthy advice. I do not know what I would do if left to have to deal with this completely on my own.
10:29 PM - 3/27/2006 -
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