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Obsessive Personality Disorder, ok I know this is not something I made up, but is something real, and it is not so much a word as a concept really, but it is something important and relevent to me which I wish to talk on. And if you have not guessed the reason it bares some relevence to me is becasue I have it.
I can very easily get obcessed with things, ideas, concepts, objects, and yes even people. Though becasue I am aware that I have this problem I usually can keep it somewhat under control. And usually when it comes to things such as this blog for instance of a forum I have joined up with, after the first week or so the obcession sort of fades as the thing is no longer new and I can establish a more normal reltationship if you will with it.
I think my sort of obssive nature with somethings is linked and tied into with a couple other emotional and mental disorders I have, most of all my speration anxiety, and particuarly in relating to people my insecurties when it comes to relationships.
I am very self-confident in myself as a persona and individual, but when it comes to being in a relationship I do develop insecurties about the relationship and the other person, a lot of that is due to past experinces I have had with people, and I think that lends to my tendencies to lean towrd an obcessive nature.
12:34 PM - 5/6/2006 -
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