There is one odd thing which I have come to ponder now and then, though I know how it sounds, and I do not know how much I really belive it or not, but it certaintly is something to think about. You have lately heard me before speak of my relationship troubles, and the one I was formaly envoled with. Well sometimes I wonder if in truth he was all a manifestation of my own will. I have a few reasons for comming upon this theory. For one thing the odd way in which he just matterilized you might say. That is the way I encountered him first online. It was not through any sort of forum, chat or anything. He just IMed me out of the blue. And for another there was the fact that we were so connected to each other, and so much alike, had so much in common. The way he seemed to be the ezact ideal of everything I sought and wanted. As the old expression goes, if it seems too good to be true is usually is. In many ways he did seem to be almost like a part of my own mind. And then there was his strange dissaperence, and the odd fact that it occuered right around the same time he had said he was making plans to come out here to visit me. And last but not least the way he completely vannished after that last later I wrote him, like writting off a character in a book. It was as if he just vannished when my mind finally decided to let him go, and realized it could not go on anymore.
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