Questioning Sexuality

I went through a period of time which I will refer to as my bisexual phaze, and I do not mean that in a desrepsecfull way to anyone, that is just what I am choosing to call it for lack of a better word, and I will try to explain just what I mean by it.

I do not know if I ever have been a true genuine bisexual, or if perhaps I am a degree of bisexual opposed to being full feledged bisexual, I do not know what to call it, because well bascialy I have never acutally pictured myself being with a woman in any sort of long term relationship, and the thought of such does not turly appeal to me, becasue that is just not who I am, I have always seen myself being in a comitted relationship with a man, and that is what I have always wanted, but there has always been this part of me that does fine women attractive on a physcial and perhaps sexual level, I have sort of been known to check out girls the same way I would guys, and I am drawn to female beauty and see women in terms of sexy and sex appeal. I can admire the female form in the very same way that I can admire the male form, but still as far as being envolved my choice has always leaned toward men and the thought to acutally go out with a woman, even when I was not comittled to another, never really occured to me. But there is something there, whatever it might be, and I am not certain I could say I am solidly hetrosexual.

7:05 PM - 3/14/2007 - post comment

Misconceptions

I could say that so many people are having misconceptions of girl-girl relationship "as a friend", when two girls are going together, eating together, shopping together, they might think, one might be bisexual, or the so-called "tomboy" or whatsoever, yet on the other hand they didn't know that this two people are just enjoying themselves as a friend and could be as a sister....

But we don't have to rely on other thinking or hearsay, we have just to believe on ourselves, and just enjoy what makes us happy as long it doesn't hurt somebody or as long as it is right and lawful.

Ciao!

Edited by elna on 3/15/2007 at 5:02 AM

elna - 1:01 AM - 3/15/2007

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Maybe you just had healthy curiosity? Anyway, I've always heard that heterosexual women do look at and appreciate other women.

Edited by Fightingfemale on 3/15/2007 at 8:50 AM

Fightingfemale - 4:50 AM - 3/15/2007

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