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I do not know what is wrong with me, yes, I know there are a lot of things wrong with me, but there is one particular thing of which I am speaking of right now, and that is the fact that for some reason I have such a strong, vile loathsome reaching to cheating. I know the majority of most people are disapproving of it, but for me, I really take it personally, I am deeply offended, and I myself have not in fact ever been cheated upon, so it makes no sense. I respond to it as if it was something that personally affected me, even if it involves complete strangers. Like if I find out someone was unfaithful, read something in someone's blog talking about some affair they had, or something of the sort, even if I do not know anything else about them, I will wish horrible things upon them because of that. I am absolutely convinced that it must have to do with some past life experience I have had, because my reaction to it, does not make sense to me. If a complete stranger betrays their spouse or significant other, who I also do not know, then it really should not ignite a feeling of murderous rage within me, and yet it does. I even hate it when it happens in books with fictional characters, whenever I sense one character is going to cheat upon another I get in instant feeling of dread and disgust.
10:46 PM - 10/6/2008 -
The Unforgivable
I am this way too. It offends my sense of rightness...the idea of betrayal angers me to the core. I have no idea why. I can almost touch the feeling I get, it is that solid. Irrational, but there all the same.
QR - 12:29 PM - 10/7/2008
Betrayl
Well it is nice to know I am not the only one. And I know what you mean about being able to touch the feeling
SilverWind - 1:54 PM - 10/7/2008
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