i was awakened suddenly by the insistent ringing of our doorbell. i thought my brother forgot his keys, its seems he again forgot his mind, he is so drunk that he is slurring and is speaking to himself. but that is not new, he is consistently drunk every night. but there are times that i cannot have enough patience with him. he is so full of self pity ang anger. he blames everything to everyone, he is suspicious of every little things. i guess i should be used to it by now, but there are times that i get so pissed off by his actions.

I Starr