its one of those days that im feeling down ... been busy with work and going out lately, but now that a have a few hours to myself, i suddenly plunge into depression ... i know its pathetic that i still think of what had happened in the past, but there are so much things in my surroundings that highly reminds me of him.

paolo is definitely right, he might be the right person, and i will not know it until i give him and life a chance. (though he was drunk when he told me that, dont know if he still remembers it...) i am giving my heart a chance to heal, and im desperately trying to recover from all the hurt. and im so glad that he's there to support me. whatever the outcome shall be, ill always be grateful for him holding my hand through the process.

ill be going out with my friend ana tomorrow, i just hope this loneliness will soon be over ...

I Starr