been busy lately at work. as well as going out in groups with the co workers ...

paolo had been a great help. at least when im with them i dont feel the urge to call my ex, thus minimizing the hurt. but there are times that even him can see that i am misty eyed and quiet. i miss paolo's night call today, i miss talking to him. but i know i cant always rely on him to help me recover and be my former self again. and i should understand that sometimes go home tired from work. he already expressed that he wants me to be his girl, but i have reservations into entering a relationship with anyone at this moment because im still hurting and like what he told me, he's just enjoying life. what if i do fall in love with him? i might just get hurt again. and that's what frighten me the most.

IStarr