went out with ana today. ate a lot of prawns & chicken today. we met maria at starbucks because she needed a nanny for her kid. then we watched a funny movie.

it was ana who convinced me not to call my ex, or even try to call his mom so i wont have any contact with him anymore. its been a month of not trying to lift the phone and thinking if it would be wise to call. though its hard, and painful still, its something that i must do. something i need to get out of my system. i know in time, i'll fully recover, and i'll be able to face the world again.

I Starr