i didnt went to the supposed meeting last monday, im not sure if its because im not yet ready to face them or im just not interested on seeing them for now. all i know is that im trying my best to get over that phase of my life .... but i met one of the old friends, jeff tonight at starbucks, just spent the time talking bout the proposed plans of the group, i need to lose some weight so ill be able to dance by june. ive been neglecting myself lately, i need to pamper myself once in awhile...

i've been spending time with paolo lately, and i am still very thankful for his night calls.

IStarr