i know ill never hear those words again ... nor feel your arms around me ... there are times when i wish you are beside me, comforting me, holding my hand. telling me that everything will be all right. but then its a losing battle, maybe its time for me to accept that these thing will never ever happen again. there's so much fear in my heart, but ive got to face it alone. i need to be strong, i need to go on with my life ... so for the last time .... im saying this to you ... i love you baby ...

IStarr