been thinking of whether to stay home or rent a place ... i know i will be able to save money if i stay home, problem is my mother keeps on asking me the father's name, as if telling her would solve everything .... by next week i shall be going to the charity services of one of the hospitals, her concern is that people might see me and she doesnt want to be inquired of my situation. i even considered renting for the time being until i deliver but them my savings wont be enough. i even consider going home to a maternity home, at least i would be in a place where people will be helpful. i know he'll never be with me when i go in labor, but then i know i wouldnt want to inconvinience my mother by accompanying me to the hospital.

IStarr