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• 9/10/2005 - problems in my love emotion field

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I found a big problem in my love imotion field.

You know, I am now in a new class, a science class. Boys could always do a better job in science subjects than girls do. I initiatively went meet a guy who I had heard of him all the time. Everything I'd heard of him had been good. As he was so good at maths and physics, I became more interested at him. On a Tuesday afternoon, I stayed in school and had the self-study class. Then I went up to him and asked him to help me to solve some maths problems. He taught me gently and my heart beated quickly afterwards. Meanwhile, I thought of one of my good friends, a really gentle guy. His behavior acted so alike my friend's. I started to have good impressions on him. But I would not allow myself to have such good impressions on him 'cause he had had a girlfriend.

I think myself easily fall in love with guys who have had girlfriends. That is not a good behavior. Last time is Kop. And this time is a guy in my class. I don't want to be 'the third person' in people's love. btw,What do the English sperkers call that 'the third person'?

I had a little dream this morning. I met a guy in my dream. I went travelling with him and we had a really happy vacation which was full of adventures. It is just a dream, now let it slide away.

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• 9/10/2005 - hey

Posted by jazz

just want to say, that you are so pretty! and your journal is so cool!

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• 9/11/2005 - Love is never easy!!

Posted by MisCatt875

We call a third person either a third wheel, or a mistress. I know what you mean I also like a guy who has a girlfriend! But what we both have to do is just wait and a great gentle guy will come around for us who dosent have any girlfriends!! It just takes a little time! But its nice that he was helping you with your work! He sounds like he could be a good friend!
~Blessed Be~ MisCatt

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• 9/22/2005 - Sorry it took so long...

Posted by

You posted to me back a couple months ago but I was out of commission. But now I am back and am trying to catch up on the lives of others. The guy may be sweet but anyone who has a girl and messes with you will mess with another girl when he is with you. Just a piece of advice....good luck.
Hugs K
Reply:(To K)
I supposed that I was completely agreed with you.
I still don't want to fall in love with any guy as it may affect my study so that I cannot concentrate on my study. I think I would rather like a male bomsom friend than a boy friend. I want him talk with me on the phone every day. But still, I didn't meet with any guy like this except 2 years ago, but that guy has gone away from my school that I could hardly phone him.
I need to be told that I am needed. I don't really feel that I am needed,still.

Edited by Veronica on 9/30/2005 at 8:27

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