Sorry for the short break but hey, things to do.. people to meet..

Ok contemplation unlimited- here we go..

First off, why am I not happy and bouncing off walls?

I thought (wow, surprising, isn't it?) and I realised, everytime in my life I deciede what I want next and move in that direction, I get it.. But it doesn't exactly satisfy me completely and then I sit and do another round of figuring out, and well, its a circle. Can't see an end to it. It's nobodys fault, I mean I'm getting what i want aren't I? It's just that I can't accurately pinpoint what I want or need.

Every New Year sees a whole bunch of resolutions that I follow religiously and still end up trying to figure out what AM i doing wrong? hmm, what?

o, and while we are at that topic, here's this year's inventory-

• Learn to cook at least two new dishes a month.

• Join a gym - about 5 kilos lost and a lot of toning required.

• Won't actually fall for a guy this year.

• No short skirts on first dates.

• Don't be so lazy.

The rest are a little more serious and slightly less formulated so I'm not putting them in here.

A very wise friend of mine (whose lost his phone and won't reply to my emails and who when he messages eventually will be slayed So.. B warned!), once told me I waste entirely too much time on guys. I reckon, he's very right. So, let's add to that list shall, we?

• Won't waste time (or at least not as much) on guys anymore!

Right, this blog was a bit not too upto the mark, hoping for something better next time.

O, what won't I do for a little magic in my life right now........