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3/10/2007 - Confused...

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This is the lyrics of the song If We Fall In Love, which was played last night and was playing when I was crying.

If We Fall In Love
By: Yeng and Rj
There will be no ordinary days for you
If there is someone
Who cares like I do

You got no reason to be sad
Anymore
I'm always ready with a smile
With just one glimpse of you

REFRAIN:
You don't have to search no more
Coz I am someone who will
Love you for sure

CHORUS:
If we fall inlove
Maybe we'll sing this song as one
If we fall inlove
We can write a better song than this
If we fall inlove
We will have this melody in our heads
If we fall inlove
Anywhere with you would be a better place

You can watch sad movies
In a different light
Coz I'll be right there beside you
Huggin' you oh so tight

Your hands will never feel
So cold and empty again
Coz I'll keep on holding on
And won't let go (never let you go...)
(Repeat REFRAIN then CHORUS)

Feels so good
When you're around
One smile from you
Makes my day
Feel so right...
(Repeat chorus)

It's really a nice song. I tried to sing with my friends but I can't. Good thing it's dark inside the gym, no one saw me crying except my bestfriend.
Anyway...
I'm so confused right now. Because there's this guy that I'm so in love with and there's this guy who really cares for me.
This guy who really cares for me is one of my closest friend in school. When I'm with him, I feel so secure and complete. He's such a gentleman. And I thank God that I met him.
This guy who I love is one of my classmate and also one of my closest friend. When I'm with him, I also feel complete and happy. But this other guy who cares for me makes me feel more complete than the guy I love. Help me!

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3/10/2007 - Danza Noche '07 (Dance Night)

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The dance night was so much fun! We were dancing like crazy at the gym! LOL
First, there's an intermission number by the Dance Club. And then by the band "Salamin" and then the party started!
And then suddenly... The "If We Fall In Love" song by Yeng Constantino and Rj Jimenez played. We were like "Aww.." I was searching for my crush, and there he was, right in front of me. But we didn't dance, that's when I started to cry. I don't know why I cried.

I also wished that he's my last dance. But noo...

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3/7/2007 - love..love..love..

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Am I in love again? NOO! I'm still young and.. and..

I'm so confused! He's always in my head, everytime I see him, I don't know what to do.
I had a dream, I was w/ him and we were having so much fun! We watched a movie then.. then I woke up. Dammit.

I don't know what to do! Ugh...

L'ter!

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3/5/2007 - I'm so excited!

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I know I've been talking about the upcoming Dance Night since my last post. What the heck! I'm sooo excited!

My close friend went to my house awhile ago, and she asked me what am I going to where for the Dance Night. Actually, I was the one who asked her to go here so that she can tell me if my outfit sucks or not.

We went to the walk-in closet and then I picked out the black blouse, black skirt and white bolero. She asked me to wear it and she said I look good. Whew.

Here's our conversation:
Patricia: What if I'll go here after school?
Me: Sure! Sure!
Patricia: Then I'll bring my mascara & eyeliner
Me: Yey! Don't bring your eyeliner, I have an eyeliner
Patricia: Eh! I'll bring it!
Me: Fine! *laughs* What if I'll wear my white headband?
Patricia: Sure! That would be cool.
Me: Really? Okay. You'll wear heels!
Patricia: Yeah sure.
Me: Promise?
Patricia: Promise!

Blah blah.. LOL.
I'M SO EXCITED!

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3/5/2007 - Yeah.. whatever.

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I'm ready for the Dance Night this Friday, I should be wearing white but instead, I bought a black polkadot blouse, a black skirt, a white Bolero, and white sandals.

Wait.. I'm not yet ready, I don't have a DATE!

"So what if you don't have a date?" My friend asked me.

Ugh...

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