I'm sick of myself

I want to help me

But I don't have the guts to

I need to change

But somehow I'm lost

I want to turn it around

But I know that'll end up wiping me out

I won't be me for that

I want to be free

Break these chains I clasped

Destroy the walls I built

I am hurting and I want it to stop

Yet I don't seem to agree with it