Sometimes I just don't know what to do. Am I turning into one pathetic person? Am I getting too airy? Has my attitude changed for the worst?

I seem to pick fights easier these days. I don't know how they came about. I'm not even intending to have those arguments. They have become pissed off at me so fast. Is it because of my words or actions? Or are they simply happening because of me?

I don't know anymore. I'm all this misunderstood girl. I don't want to be that. I want to make them understand somehow some things. But they seem to judge me first then complain that I cannot be understood. That or they say that I cannot be understood.

I'm tired of it. I just want to know if I'm worthy to be understood. Because if I'm not, then I'll end the argument. I'll stay away or whatever.