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3/19/2008 - φιλεω
Posted in poeMs

Twice spoken were these damned words
Once to each opposite
One of longing
The other of pleading
Somehow it ends the same
Both broken as before
Emotions in a swirl
Black, gray haze
Tears spill but of a different reason
A strange flesh to wipe them away
The gentle tone betray the feelings
Of a heart bursting along its seams
Understand and heal at once
Do you hear my plea?




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5/7/2007 - poeM25
Posted in poeMs

I lie in here
Swallowed by your deceit
You asked what the problem was
But even if I yelled that it was you
It'll never sink in
I tried to keep the fire alive
But it's a two-way thing
I can't do it alone
I am left again
With nothing but a fake smile
This should end
It's killing us both inside

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4/30/2007 - Veneer
Posted in poeMs

Hot tears prickle down her cheeks
Yet all she wants is blood to ooze out
Its broad daylight now
Time to put on the perky attitude

Another whirlwind of lies
The façade will never be discovered
But then, now the secret is revealed
She is no sunshiny lady
Here lies the broken girl from yesterday

Dont pretend to understand
Because you will never learn to
Dont look with pity
It will be mirrored with disgust

What you know has been the superficial
And that wont ever change

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4/20/2007 - In past tense
Posted in poeMs

She walked the path of weak alibis
Willed herself to consider its pleads
See her hair as it limply mirrored her grief
She could not stay long
The lonely abyss had to take her

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4/18/2007 - poeM24
Posted in poeMs

I made my stand
What has to pay?
In my thoughts
There lie thousands of reasons
Deep seated and shallow
They cover your existence

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4/14/2007 - by Dmj* 13:18 14.04.07
Posted in poeMs

Superficial
That's what you are
And you are making me work so hard
Complicated and your hard to read
And why?
You make it hard for me
How can I win over your ego?
If I slit my wrist
Would you turn around?
If I burn myself
Would you even care?

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4/14/2007 - poeM23
Posted in poeMs

Chain it deep
Abyss flattering its existence
Think not of it
An end will not be fitting
Loose cuts
Hated gashes

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4/13/2007 - Story Book
Posted in poeMs
 
Silence erupts but is it fabled?
The drama of the fiction relies on its heart
It succumbs to a new chapter with haste
What had to become of the previous event?
 

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4/2/2007 - 01.04.07
Posted in poeMs

Tell me, is this real
Or just want I want to feel
I say you're so blunt
And you deem me too cold
We're in a never ending cirlce of tragedy

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3/30/2007 - Twofold
Posted in poeMs

Tell me, is this real
Or just what I want to feel
It’s been two days
And I don’t get our ways
Now I learn something
And I don't like what it will bring
You like me but you still have her
I am the other
How could I trust you?
It was just all about you
I won't resolve to crying
But inside, I know I'm dying 

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3/14/2007 - Acts
Posted in poeMs

Not everything should be right
Mistakes are needed to learn
To think about
To value
It's not easy to accept defeat
But look for the Grace
Help will surely be with you
I am not the best
But I do what I can
Offer it all to Him
Be glad in what He will bring

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3/3/2007 - Fiction
Posted in poeMs

Perfect fiction
Graced with all the romance
The right drama
Intense action
My dreamy fairytale
Sigh with me now
All enclosed in my mind
Never seeming to be real

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2/26/2007 - Anguish
Posted in poeMs

Will I ever be worthy?
Seems all I've done is prove my worth
My whole existence is muddled by insecurities
Of why, I don't know
Now I've stumbled again
This will be taken against me forcefully
I ask for a break
Yet what I'm given is crap
Will you listen to me?
Will you let it be?
I don't know anything
I don't get everything
Where is the end of the line?
Will I take the answer or will I ignore it?
I'm doing something
But it only ends up getting worse 


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2/23/2007 - poeM22
Posted in poeMs
Generate a certain peace
Let me experience the happiness
The one you always say
Share with me that certain blessing
Lift me up from this dark
Assure me of something better
Prove what you say can be real

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2/22/2007 - poeM21
Posted in poeMs
Love me to the very core
Fill this need I have yet to know
Let me experience the flight
Gravitate me to the land not of nothingness
Walls are closing in and I have to hear you
Hear you tell me I can survive
Do that, help me at ease

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2/19/2007 - Candor
Posted in poeMs

I became honest with myself
And this is where it got me
I'm confused out of my wits
And I don't know how to ease them
I don't know if this should continue
What would be the consequences if I did?
Pure feelings seem to be wasted
There's just no outlet for these in the world
I am no closer to finding ease
Maybe honesty is not really the goal
I would probably better in a bunch of lies
After all it has been my world for so long


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2/18/2007 - poeM20
Posted in poeMs
You call her
Tell her that you love her
But do you really?
 
She believes you 
Shares to all her friends your declaration
Is it really true?
 
I don't want her to get played
Me hurting is enough
Did you feel it?
 
Don't answer that
You probably don't
Why was I so dense?
 
I knew you shouldn't be trusted
That you are not to be taken seriously
But why did I?
 
I think I'll stop here
No need to remember you
I don't need to, do I? 

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2/17/2007 - poeM19
Posted in poeMs

Is this real
Or just what I want to feel?
Tell me
Am I reading it right?
The truth hurts
But I don't even know what it is
I want to make sense of it all
But I don't know how
Help me
Is this what I make it to be?


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2/14/2007 - Second thoughts
Posted in poeMs

 Written 29.09.06 during Bio class.

    Second thoughts
    Am I really where I should be?
    Unconciously I have built walls
    I have no say
    Haven't voiced out
    Now I'm confused
    I'm battling out something inside
    I don't know how to explain it
    Where do I go?
    What do I really want?
    Where I grew up to take?
    Where I'm unconciously good at?
    Where I'm prospering?
    I don't know anymore
    Everything is all a haze
    Why am I experiencing this now?
    Second thoughts
    Am I really where I should be?


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2/14/2007 - poeM18
Posted in poeMs
 
 I don't know this feeling
But it feels so right
I hate to break it to you
But I think I've fallen hard
Do you think we could be together?
I see your intentions are true
Come on with the question
I'm ready for the leap
And with whom better to share
Than with you 

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