today i will try to focus

i will think about what it is i need to write and how i will write it

i will gather my thoughts

when the ghosts come i will push them away

you see, i am going to write an autobiography

this my friend is much harder to write than a fiction book or novel

it is pure exposure of not only me but anyone associated with me

i will not forget

i cannot forget

i must write my story before i can go on

it is hard though, i relive it all again

its like walking through hell

but, if it will help someone i will do it

someone walked through hell for me

so i will do it for you

xoxo