how can i not rid of you
your everywhere i look
your the last thing i see when i close my eyes
the first thing i see when i wake
i look in his face and see you looking out at me
i want to give up and let it all slide
but i cant
i try to forgive
i ty to forget
but nothing is working
they all say ive changed
i know i have
i cant smile
without thinking of you
i can breathe without feeling this pain in my heart
i cant wake without your image there
i want it all to disappear
i want it all to go away
i never knew this is what it felt like
never knew this was how deception felt
never knew how much anger destroys a soul
never knew
they want me to move on, but wont let me forget

ive become so numb now
my spirit is slpeeping somwhere cold
wake me up someone save me
from this nothing ive become

fallen angels at my feet
whispered voices in my ear
death before my eyes
lying next to me i fear
it beckons to me sweetly shall i give in?
upon my end i shall begin
forsaking all ive fallen for
i rise to meet the end
hands on the mirror
cant get much clearer
cant make this all go away
i look up bleeding
stare at the celing
watch as it all fades away
no one can save me now