I dunno how im feeling right now. My heart is empty. I like to forgive him for the things he have done but my heart is cold as ice. I  found myself, not trusting him...... how can i love if i can't trust him??? How can i say i forgive you if it will be a lie? How can i say i love you if my hearts is in doubt. How can i offer friendship if know I behind it, your still aiming for something... I am lost right now.. Hoping i can find my way to love you and feel the same way again without any doubts or fear in my heart. But then I will leave to TIME. Cause only TIME can tell if we can still be the same.....