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Greetings. I'm still alive, but whether i am well or not is debatable. Nevertheless since i updated there have been several supposedly memorable events and i want to note them. My friends and i officially graduated.     We have also resumed our studies. So right now we are back to the daily grind of books and papers and classes till December. I don't take changes well, even minor ones. But studying has its own benefits, like being able to see everyone again, so i shan't be too pessimistic about it. I also turned 23. On that day God showed me that i am well loved and cared for by people, in expected and unexpected ways. Can i actually hope that i do, in any small way, bring some cheer to people's lives despite my self-centredness? It's almost August. I'm 23, i've graduated, yet sometimes i feel more aimless and lost than i ever was in Secondary school. On the bright side, everything has been all mapped out, so i have few opportunities to exercise the limited available options anyway. I'm hopeful of the future though. I may have seemingly insurmountable problems caused by nobody else but myself, i may feel like crap on some days and lie in bed trying to get a grip, i may yell and cry and rage and go all cold and silent and sit stiffly with tears rolling down my cheeks, i may feel a sense of indescribable desperation and abject self-loathing and hatred...sure, i may be travailing in these valleys, but with the ability to experience such emotional lows means the same capability to feel the same emotional highs. Let's look forward for better things! | ||
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| "with the ability to experience such emotional lows means the same capability to feel the same emotional highs" very true indeed! =) | |||
| Posted by qing ying | |||
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