2/12/2010
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sincerely...
sincerely...I wish and pray it in my heart that people learn from the mistakes of trusting the wrong persons and neglecting those who do good, because it is my contrite lifelong yearning. These people may not be the best in words neither the best in deeds but they are the kindest in hearts, the purest of spirits, and the sincerest in intentions. It is just so unfortunate that even the simplest gratitude cannot be shown to them because they are the minutest of all creatures in the eyes of the beholder. The beholder may have good motives but the means to an end does not seem to be justifiable enough. I weep for them. For those whose words are hardly ever heard because the thundering voice of the elders have struck more sound on the beholder's eardrums, I pity them. For the minority who cannot seem to bump a chair because the elders have moved mountains long before, I feel for them. For those who have longed for justice but was not served it, I empathize with them. These are the worst things that can happen to you, when you are either too meek to speak out your thought, let alone to defy what you believe is wrong. You become part of the singled-out lists of traitors, militants and rebels, excruciatingly magnified through microscopic lenses to unearth your flaws against you. This is what happens when you belong in a society of corrupt moral practices and misled governance that seek to flourish and permeate one's innocent mind and destroy your own values. Elders seek to ruin you inside out, push you down than pull you up, cast stones on you until you give up. I do not wish to belong to that society. I do not wish to partake in a banquet full of treachery and lies. I can only think of one way to rid myself such useless agony of trying to be part of the whole when some parts seem bigger than the whole itself. I only wish out.
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