2/12/2010
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Goodbye, my Love. Goodbye.
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It's almost as if there had been no time to think whether or not there was going to be adieu, but the coming and passing was as swift as a blink of an eye. For a moment there I held you in my arms and you were mine, but after a split second you are somebody else's property. It was as if I was only to taste the icing and not the cake. So much for the anticipation, so much for the wait. Whether ten years or four, whether legitimate or illegitimate, whether promises broken or promises not made, whether strong or weak, whether worthy or unworthy, whether you or me, whether meant to be or not, whether deliberate or fortuitous, love was not a bond strong enough to endure what we consider the most obdurate of all obstacles the belie in our little lives knotted by our false hopes and aspirations - our wishful thinkings and huge dreams of what could be. It was never suited, never meant, never fit. And so, as we live our lives one more breath longer each passing second of the day, I stand still in the midst of this confusion, allowing everything to permeate my senses, my divination and humanity. I take it all in, knowing you and I, you and I can never be together in this lifetime and beyond. That finite denouement of what could be the most dramatical of all life tales I have known has finally become known. I say that after all else has gone, what's left is your own soul to look after and another day to look forward to, maybe breathing, maybe not. To you, for you, and you, my greatest gratitude I leave, for the years and years of tears and laughter, of hopes and doubts, of wishes and realities, of pain and sweetness, of love and hate, of rebirth and death. An applause cannot suffice my gratitude for you. As I bid adieu, you and your memories I take all in in that bittersweet precipice of everlasting yet dying love. Goodbye my love, farewell. Goodbye, my Love. Goodbye. |
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