You are not alone, and so am I;

I've thought about it and I realized

How unruly it would've been to know

If I've been on this hopeless sorrow

For years and years in my life.

Boy, would I have been too old to be a wife!

I've tried so very hard to be me

Finding countless ways to be happy;

Exceeding other's expectations

As well as my own ambitions.

I've journeyed far and wide

Travelled across the country side.

Searched far and low

I've got more places to go!

But indeed fate's been bitter

Leaving me messy, in a litter!

You know what I realized?

Love and happiness don't always coincide!

Hahaha! So hard I laughed,

For I've fallen and there's no turning back.

In a circumstance leaving me out in shock,

I've made myself a laughing stock!

I can't get rid of this life I made

Nor erase the tracks that've been laid.

I only have ahead of me to face

The track is hot in this pathetic rat race.

In a world that's wildly chaotic

True friends to you barely stick.

But it's good to know somehow

I got a friend in you by now.

At least it erases the feeling

Of emptiness and useless being;

Creates hope and light in the tunnel

Of this road we're bound to travel.

Life seems to become a blurr

When we have friends no more.

It's better off to have few that last

Than to have hundreds that flee fast.

Alas! A lucky creature I am

To have you as a friend, a good man!