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CaTiCaT's CuBbYhOLe c",)
About Me

My life has always been an open book. Let's keep it that way. No pretenses, no BS, all pure self-expression for the love of love, truth, honesty and justice. 

I am an aspiring photographer, DJ, artist, writer, composer, singer, makeup artist, host, manager, educator, cook, explorer, traveler, certified diver, PCGA member, businesswoman/entrepreneur, full time wife and mother all in one - some I have done, the rest to follow in God's time c",)

Join me in my journey through this so-called life. You are most welcomed to tag along and touch as many lives as you can! :)





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7/31/2006 - My Thoughts Exactly
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For the many times I've always felt

I was in love and I wake up

to reality hoping it still existed

Then again facing the fact that reality

Is far worse than fiction,

and leaves you slumping

Unto the floor like a flat worn out tire

Pricked by a single rose thorn;

My thoughts exactly.

 

For the countless times I said

To myself I shall strive to be happy

And the endless ways I feel

Absurdly indifferent - placid

And self-absorbed, sulking into

What could possibly be my demise

Because I wake up in the midst of night

Fighting back the tears from my eyes

My thoughts exactly

 

For the agonizing thoughts of self-loathing

And disdain aggravated by despair

And desolation as I tear myself apart

Hoping in secret that I could rest eternally

And make real the demise I wished for me

And yet my mind lingers as my spirit

Floats beyond the realms of the unknown

And time and again I am set free

My thoughts exactly

 

 

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