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6/21/2007 - vengeance...

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There had been hurts the past weeks and true enough the feeling penetrated my bones. It was slowly eating me up until I realized that if I had to succumb to the emotions the weaker I would allowed myself to be and the more it would have a tremendous effect on my being. I managed to tell myself to stop. Vengeance will only come in words and that’ll be enough at least for now. And I smiled. That eerie sense of connivance I found in my wickedness seemed to unconsciously radiate and superimpose itself on the meekness of my true being. Or is it the other way around? I laughed. I knew I had been a source of omen myself, a spur of evil lurking behind the faÃ§ade of a dorky girl’s personality. There were no regrets for the becoming only for not being what I had truly wanted. Then again there is still time while I’m still breathing. The battle never ends, as the growing need for self-sustaining lifelong fervor never ceases. I have to get ready. I need to fully equip myself as the situation demands it. And by the time the fleet will suffer its doom in the most conspicuous ways.

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