8/28/2009 - FRIDAY

i am feeling so relief now that i am through 75% of friday .

so i heard ... it would be before the festive season and a year ago , i packed his stuff .

I asked him to get out of my life and it happened.

And so when that moment that everyone awaited for , plentiful were so happy for me.

I was because I managed to pull through .

But what I am still not happy about - is the fact that I am stil missing him .

But i cannot afford to go through more hell.

I have moved on with life with friends and family but there is stil one part of me left in  my past.

The part that is irreplacable.

8/22/2009 - hungry and thirsty

it is day one of the fasting month and being the horrendous me

i am never abiding the rightful ways

so here i am

sipping coffee hidden behind closed doors

and haha

am gonna head off for a fun pack event after event today

busy busy keeping myself busy

8/21/2009 - adding music

8/20/2009 - time is running out - the song that caught my mind at wala wala

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
You've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You will be the death of me
Yeah You will be the death of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped
Sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

You will squeeze the life out of me

8/20/2009 - testing the pictures nw