Today I've finallllllllllllllllllllly waken up and spelled the coffee. it's well over a month now and i've haven't relized that school is no longer a place for me to fanticise about my boos(josh and others in my past), and is not a socialize place. i have forgotten that the school year has begun; not ended. It's terrible because it finally hit my brain that i need to start my path to get into a reallllllllllly good high school so that i can leave out my dreams.

today, myra was finally transfered to my class. my math teacher knew her cause her older sister was in her class and now goes to brooklyn tech. then she started saying a speech that only serious minded students would go some place well minded for their time. then she told us that she had two students that gotten into a school in Columbia University which specialized in pre-med. then she said that there were thousands of applicants, but they got in cause they were sooooooo serious about there work. thats when i was thinking. i know that i am smart, but i don't put so much consideration into my work, so thats why its hard for me to get the things i really deserve. so now i'm going to try me hardest to concentrate on my work.