Today was when the high school applications were ready, but the guidance counselor didn't hand them out. And I won't get minme til wednesday because me and myra r going to an interview for a high school. i really don;t want to go, but it looks like i am. and i also i have to prepare for the shsat this saturday. man am i tired. but anyway, there this great dream i had that ugh! i was thinking of all day.

i had a dream about Michael Seater(derek from Life w/ Derek, the Disney channel original) and like OMG he was my bf and everything. we were looking at one of those japanese book thingys(u know the ones with fighting and sex) and in it it had all of the sex positions you can do. amd he was just looking at me, like he wanted to do it. and i wanted to them all with him too, but my dad was over and i had told him that Michael was my step brother.so all we did was make out. and omg it felt madd nice to me next to him. i just wish that i meet someone like him in high school.

oh yeh and also today, in the middle of math, Jissette is going to ask me for the fifthith time if i saw joshua. and then she was like "u said he didn't move to pennsylvania right? did he tell u wht school he goes to now? cause i want to go there too." i told latisha wht she said and she said that she was going to smack her for being a stalker. i hope she does, cause even though i still think of joshua, i mean its because i hope hes ok, especially now that i know what he went through.  but i mean come on, going to school with him just for selfish reasons, unless she has other reasons(hopefully) but i wouldn't want to do that. i would just u know, want to still have contact w/ him, become closer friends. but i guess that chance is over and thats ok. i just know that i was the fool, not him. but anyway, i still hope that latisha slaps her. well thats all i gots to say peace out.