i hate leaving the title blank, so i just put anything there. well, today was very ok. we took another practice test, which i can't seem to get passed a 20 on. i hope we can practice some more. I was pretty depressed today, again, and well, i think the reason is because i am putting sooooo much pressure on myself. and i have the tendacy of "planning" things before the day comes, and I don't pray before i plan, so its sort of like i am cheating God, but i just don't know wht to do. its sooo hard to find advice these days.

again i had to go to school 0 period, and good thing that its just for two more days. but tomorrow, i have gym, and period 0 and afterschool, so i am realllllly going to be pooped when tomorrow comes. and my heart might(God forbid) would collapse from the shallowness of a certain person. i am too afraid to list his name because i think that there is a GOOD JINXER  reading this and might just hope that the person would do the opposite that I want to happen.

but anyway, i think that i should put my troubles away and concentrate on my friend. she has a very difficult problem with being "rejected" its sort of funny, but she's like my best friend, so i can't really laugh in her face. although i do sumtimes lol. and besides, once her troubles are all cleared up, i can finally get help on my topic, I mean i'm an aquarius. I must help others, but when i need help, it just can't seem to find me. so i think i can take a dive for her. well thats all i have to say. i just hope that the day will come for me tomorrow( hahaha jinxer, I got u!!) peace.