I woke up with such a nervous feeling. I got to school like 5 min late, and I had to stand outside w/ myra and the rest of my friends. Then myra came and told me that omar was right there in front of the school. then i began to feel nervous again. I was just acting like i didn't see him, but I couldn't help but look at him. then i caught him smiling at me, i guess that he saw me looking at him, so he just wanted me to feel "nicer".

Then at lunch, i saw omar and eric coming my way. i was getting soooo scared man, i didn't even know wht to do. but then myra decided to go to see out friends shakayla, and elizabeth. and wht a coincidence, omar was right at that table. but i didn't want to go and make a fool at myself. but like 5 min later, i was like "wht the heck that can happen?" so me and sara left to go with myra. then when i sat down, i saw him in the corner of my eye just looking at me with this weird look. i was just sitting there madd scared. then later on, i went to get my lunch. i could of sworn tht he was on his way to get on the lunch line but he didn't. i was soo sad. and then when i went to the snack table w/ myra, and when he was about to sit down and eat, he ran farrrrr away. and then he said sumthing to eric, thts just how i knw tht he was talking about me.

i just hope tht he doesn't have anything against me because well, i am desperately tyring to get him, and i am going to try again tomorrow. so peace out guys.