Ok, things are getting too confusing for me, so i'm just going to leave it alone. i just can't keep up with him. Today was sooo boring, i just wanted to sleep. I wish that things can get worst, so worst that he would just leave, then things will put the cherry on top. well i'm going to go do my homework now, so peace

o and by the way, if you think that i am really not going to give up, trust me... I am. no more looking for him, and no more talking about him, i'm just going to live my life... seriously.