Nothing really happened today. I mean, things did happen, but it wasn't something that i would come on here and scream about. but now my life is getting too boring :| I just wish that something out of the blue exciting would happen. And my SHSAT results come in two weeks, and i am feeling very nervous. I doubt that I am going to get into any of the schools. It would be great if I did, but yet again, if I do, I would most likely be alone w/ someone that i don't communicate with, or i'll just be alone period.

Ok now, I really need to get things straight with Omar. Myra says that I should just forget about him, and once he sees that, then he would be crawling to me. But I really don't think that that plan would work, since he would think that I am not interested. His bro was giving me this weird look, and if him and Omar are "keeping" something from me, then I guess that I better watch out. i bet he thinks that Myra likes him, since yesterday I was like Myra therwe goes ur BF, and she actually said hi to him afterwards. But if i were to say hi, he would be all jolly and stuff. O and did I tell you that once lunch first started, i was in the sit facing the front of the cafeteria, which is where he usually sat. But he didn't even sit there. He sat like at his table. Coincidence, I don't think so. He was even talking to his bro, which when I see them together, it kinda creeps me out. i be having the feeling that before they go to bed, they talk about me.

I just had a thought, what if his bro liked me first, and then he just wanted me to make his bro jealous? but then later on, he really did started to develop feelings for me too??? that would be so sad, but that is kinda how i felt too. I just saw him as a good looking guy. but once i finally talked to him, well i dunno, my brain and other parts just went balistic!!!! Now, I would feel so sad if he really didn't like me, o well, i guess thats how life is.

well i don't to bore you guys anymore, but there is one last thing i have to say... my school is going to be dismissed at 2:50 starting Feb. 6!! I'm soooo happy, that means that I can have an extra ten minutes to myself. Well i'm going to go and find another way to entertain myself, so tata!