I know, I know, it's a saturday... why am i writing journal entries on a saturday? and i bet you answered your own question with "oh it's probably another dream, or she has to talk about her 'love life'" well, it's sort of like tht. let me explain:

my mom came home from work with my bday cake (and hopefully myra, i can save you a piece, if i can hide it from april!) and she asked me what i wanted for the party. i said pizza and we were on our way to Pathmark to get the pizzas and to stock up on the food for the blizzard.

i had to mail my magazine subscription, and i did, and we were own our way to the train station to buy our car fare. we were near omar's house, and i was looking at it to see if he was home. next thing i knew, the gate flew open. and i was just hoping and praying that it was his neighbor coming out. then i saw a lady come out. i was like phew! but what do you know, he comes out right behind her. and to my luck, it  wasn't his brother, nor his sister. it just had to be him. he had on this white hat that made him look like a marshmellow lol. i was just whispering to myself "you've gots to be kidding me" he just walked down the stairs very slowly looking at me and probably thinking "what is she doing here?" then he and his mom i guess went inside the cab where he just sat there waiting for me to make my move. the only thing i could think of was "take our your cell and call myra to make yourself busy". so i did. he was still sitting there as his "mom" asked the cab driver to take them to their designation. so as i was talking, i just gave a little wave, and he gave me a "head's up".

and five minutes later, while we were waiting for the bus, there was a car accident. it wasn't big, but the rear end of a car was damaged. and while all of this was happening, i was still thinking "lord, i thought i asked you to let omar be the last person i see!" lol!!!!!

well once we got to pathmark, it was reallllllllly crowded there, so we ran back home with just a little bit of stuff. well, i'm going to go now before my mind goes completely balistic! peace.