today was a beautiful day because 1) there was no school and 2) my aunt took me and my siblings to go to prospect park. and well, everything went well because of the beautiful weather... but things just came to an end becuz i have a very bad feeling tht sumthing is going to happen, i can sense it... i mean, i just fin talking to my friend sara, and well, her love Axl has ran away, and now she feels that she doesn't have a purpose on this earth. and well, thts not true, i am very scared, i feel very very bad for her cuz well my friend is going against her, and shes not doing very well in school either, she is a verrrrry smart child, and this life shouldn't be wasted. but i have a very eery feeling tht she is going to commit suicide because she gave me such a formal goodbye, like it was going to be a forever goodbye. i mean there were times tht i would think about killing myself, but i would stop myself becuz well, evry1 has a purpose on this earth, otherwise, we would just be waste, which no one is, whether u r in the army, a teacher, doctor, community worker, or even a homeless person on the street just looking for a bite. no matter how much we feel that we have failed ourselves, it's time to stop thinking about ourselves and think about how we can stop another person from making the same mistake. so people please, before you thinking about taking yourself from the needy world, think about ur loved ones, and if u dont have any loved ones, there is someone out there looking for your care.
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3/30/2006 - Suicide