After for almost a year of not seeing and talking with each other, finally Kiko gave me a ring last Friday, March 26, 2010. I was surprise when I heard his voice from the other line. At first, I hesitated not knowing it was Kiko. He was driving when he called and to my surprise, he asked me if we could see each other some other time. He has planned to see me that day (Friday), unfortunately I am attending the TPM-SRC Dinner Dance that night so I told him I can’t. He offered me on Monday but then him texted me informing that he can’t see me that day. We agreed to meet today- Tuesday.

The reason why I agreed to see him, well aside from the fact that we haven’t seen each other for a couple of months, its because I am lonely and missing “Pangit” (my BF who is onboard for 3 months now). “Pangit” and I has lost contact for two weeks because of their satellite onboard is not working. So exchanging daily emails was stopped, no phone calls " in short no communications. And for those two weeks-which I felt as if it likes years of missing him, Kiko suddenly gave me a ring. I agreed immediately with his plan. And now I feel confuse if I am still going to see him or not anymore after “Pangit” texted me this morning (12:00AM) informing me what really happened to their vessel. Honestly, of course I felt relieved and glad to hear from him. My gosh, I miss him so much. And I feel guilty of not telling him I am seeing Kiko today. I haven’t told him about Kiko- an old friend of mine. But if ever I get the chance, I will tell him who Kiko is to me. The reason is that I want our relationship to be open and not to hide anything between us.