Let me be frank. I had an argument today (I think I'm still in one). He says I still haven't changed. Haven't I? It's not easy when it has become a part of my life. I've always been stubborn, impatient and complicated. The funny thing is, it only happens when I'm in love. I am far from argumentative at work. I ALWAYS follow orders and execute them well. How long have I been with him? It's been 6 months. He says he's lost patience. What should I do? Hmmm.. I know I'm not perfect. I am absolutely aware that I'm doing my best to change. But, it's difficult. VERY difficult. I proposed for a short break, he says that I'm taking the easy way out. I don't mean it to be that way. I just want to give him and myself some space, so that we could miss and appreciate each other even more. But I guess he doesn't want that. If that's the case, I'll find my own time and space to change, miss and appreciate him. I need to get my mood and attitude back on track. Signing off, adlenenelda.
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