If I could have just one wish,

Man! Those guys are great! I mean, they played well, performed well as well. Waahhh! Good for them they're on that stage. Well obviously, I just sat there and watched them... that's all. Uhhmm... with some other things someone knows what. Hehehe... But they're great! Good singers... I bet not as good as I am! Joke!

Cheering fever is on! And we wan'na win! Well, I'm C.G. now. So I got'ta what I got'ta do. Man! It's a combination of nervouseness and excitement. My feelings I mean. Play Parade's over, and it's cheering season again. Hahahaa! I'm core! I'm core! I'm back! Meetings with the othe core members are fun. Expecially during the brain-storming part. Hahaha... I'm excited! I can't wait 'til the real practices start. hahahah

What's wrong with people now a days? Are they only good in judging other people even if they don't know what the real thing is? Damn! Good thing still I have people to lean on and I can really trust. Not that people tell me things that I do not approve of and even forcing me to believe what they think is true about me! Damn them!

Damn! The presentations are all good! Will we be able to beat the rest? Man! Their props, acting and all are too good. Man! How are we suppose to beat them? I dun'no what to do! By the way, our show is "tomorrow" if you may please. Oh man!

Whoah! Now I know how it feels to be a Recollection facilitator. I mean, damn, it's too tiring. Imagine that you have forty-eight to fifty kids you need to look after while having the retreat! Well, but it's kind of exciting too. Seeing the people around you cry and all. Heheheh... but the best part is, the "no class" day when you're having a recollection to facilitate.

Over And Out

Did I just do what I thought I did? Hahaha... that was new! Oh well, I think that wasn't the first time. Hahahaha! I was closing my eyes when I did it; that's why I didn't know what I did. Silly me. Hehehe.... Now I know how it feels. But well, I suppose I won't get addicted to it. Why, I really don't know what just happened. I really don't. I don't know if I'm happy about it or not. It's just because it feels so awkward. Hah! Awkward. That's the word....

Life's really hard without a cell phone. How I wish I have a new one now! Man! It kills me. The emptiness. Aaaaahhhh! Well, I'm in a cafe, with someone, of course. Oh well... it's life again isn;t it? Why do I always write about life?! Hah!

What is wrong with people these days? You can't tell if a person is really worthy of your trust or not. It seems that everyone is playing with you. I don't like playing. And I admit that. How could they stomach such undesireable acts?

(angry)

It's Sunday again. I cannont believe that I haven't gone to church again. It's been weeks since my last visit. Hahaha... I bet they already miss me there. Already miss me playing the piano or giving them a number or two. I'm going to watch a movie afterwards with a friend. But the problem is. I haven't decided on what movie to watch. Ghosh! Oh well, how hard could it be? Wait! I almost forgot, I still have to get my watch repaired. It's not comfortable when you're not wearing your watch on. By the way, I'm reading this book. It's "The Supernaturalist". It's about a boys life in a horrid setting of the future. Imagine, rain drops making your skin bruise. It's unacceptable! Ghod! Why am I reacting? Good thing it's not me in the story, isn't it.

Hey! I need to go; still need to go to the mall and choose a movie.

Be writing here soon.

It's almost 11 pm in the evening and I still haven't got home.

My nose is irritating me now.

Just viewed some blogs and sites here.

Man! This is really boring... though I haven't done this for a very long time; I mean, surfing and all.

It really pains me to think that I have lots and lots of problems to think of. But well, as they say, problems don't come if the person cannot handle it.

Wow! Something really weird happned to me this morning. By the way, I'm in he library typing this entry. Well, I just had lunch, and the food was great. Well, not that great, but Great! hehehe... So, today's a "not very hectic" day. But living it is too boring! I can't stand doing nothing. I want to do something really fun and exciting but I just don't know what. I have a book but I don't like to read it now. I have a script to memorize but I'm too lazy to memorize it. Ghod!

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I just e-mailed my dad, finally, after how many days of trying to mail him. I miss my dad. I wish he'd be here to see our play on October.

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Oh well, it's life isn't it. I'm just bored and I've got nothing to do

Ok. Now I'm absent from class. I woke up really early today. But I haven't got the chance to move instanty. I heard my alarm clock ring and I turned it off, then go back to bed again. How stupid of me, amn't I? Hehehe.... Maybe this is gon'na be the time to do things for next week. Since I have nothing to do now but wait for the afternoon schedule. I'm currently searching for things to support my main points in my speech. But I still am confused whether to change my topic or not. But, I'm not regreting it. Since I have more time to work on my requirements for the next weeks. One work to be done is making 10 entries for my blog; that's for my computer class. Another is to make a speech for Monday. It's for an elective subject.

Oh yeah, I almost forgot, I watched this really cool television series and it really touched me; well, not the word "touched", but a word related to it I couldn't state; 'cause I don't know the word. It's about life in high school which I am also meeting currently.

(Sigh)

I hope somebody's missing me in school. I hope the person's o.k. now after all those things happened yesterday. I hope he/she realized everything 'cause I'm waiting for him/her.

Well, that's all I could say for now. I'll be back this evening!

(Tsup)

I'm gon'na have this speech on Monday. Well, it's for my class. All of us are really required to have a speech on Moday. Any topics are allowed. But my problem is, I haven't finalized yet my topic. Well, I'm still thinking if I'd change my topic, which is "Premarital Sex: What Comes After It?", to another topic. Well, what can you say? I'm asking you guys to help me if my topic is ok, whether it's broad or what. Just post a comment on this entry on what you think about it. Thanks!

Ok, what just happened here? Ghod! So much for that game! I bet it'll lead to another. I really hate it! First, I haven't got any "topic" for my speech on Mondey. Second, I'm having a problem for the auditions for the cheering. And guess what, i'ts gion to be on Money! And third, I dunno if a person's angry with me! How many times would the person get mad at me for some reason I don't even know? It Sucks! I'm really feeling bad about this. It seems like soemthings really missing; and I don't want things to happen again. I wan'na be a new person. As in a new guy! As in, "N-E-W G-U-Y". Why is this happening to me? Oh yeah, I forgot, I forgot to bring the book I need to read 'cause maybe I'm gon'na have a quit tomorrow. This Sucks! And I mean really sucks! What did I do to get this punishment? Is it wrong to feel something again? I'm trying my best to get off those "things". And now, those hardwork's gon'na lead to a crumble? Geez!